you'll miss me when i'm gone.

i love knowing that you miss me. it's what motivates me to keep going on with life. 
if i thought you didn't think of me, life wouldn't be worth it anymore.

every thing's falling apart. nothing good ever stays around long. i thought for once, you'd be someone to stick around for a change. but no, look what you did. you broke down another girl who couldn't afford another tear in her heart.

 

high school changes people so much. you find the sweet ones are total bitches, the prude ones are the new sluts, the albino ones had some fun rolling around in nacho cheese, and the lost ones are the ones that spend their live being high.

it's easier to quit, then work your ass off on something. so, i just give up on you.

if you don't want to hurt me, then why are you still doing it? you're so fucking confusing, but at the same time, i understand you.

i'm sorry for being nice and honest, for never hurting you. for always being there for you, and relating to your problems. i'm sorry that i actually cared, and said all those things you wanted to hear. i'm sorry for being a girl who cared so much.

it's love that you want, but not love that you give

you're sorry for what? being an asshole? because you're doing it again.

insult any one of my friends. i don't care who you are, but i'll lose all respect towards you. 
don't waste your tears on someone who won't do the same for you.

you never know how something important is to you until you lose it.

everything does fall apart eventually. and that's when you break down, and cry yourself to sleep for so long. that's when you have the urge to text someone because you want someone to be there for you. that's when you start thinking "fml, i'm better off dead." but honestly, you need to look at the brighter side. there's always good that comes with the bad. things are only falling apart because soon, new things will fall into place, better things that will make you forget about what hurt you. so don't cry baby girl, you'll get over this. it's just a phase in life.

there's always going to be that someone who will always let you down. no matter what. when you least expect it, they'll be there. just watching you fall. they pick you up, just to watch you fall right back down. but when they try to help you up, kick them in the gut and walk the hell away. and get on with your life, because there's better people out there.

stick up for your friends, even if it does involve getting yourself hurt. who cares? if your friends are always there for you, you should do the same for them. no matter what the consequence is.

there are so many bitches in this world. i'm ashamed to even be a part of Earth. let's all move to Mars.

you can talk as much shit on me as you like, but it won't change they way i think or am one bit. why should i care about what someone has to say if they don't even know me? if they can't even say it to my face? obviously, they're talking shit for the joy of it because they have no need to judge me unless they've lived my life. which i'm pretty sure they haven't.

build a bridge. and instead of going over it, i want you to fall through it.

 

there’s always someone who’s gonna try and ruin your happiness. maybe because they were once happy, but now you have something that meant so much to them. block all that shit out, and remember you’re worth all you have, so don’t let a jealous bitch bring you down.

i feel sorry for any girl that gets you next. not only is she getting sloppy seconds, but he's gonna break her heart as well. it's not a promise. it's the truth. it's complete reality. it's what everyone expects from him. and he'll give his fans what they wants to see. 

stop sitting around and feeling sorry for yourself. you're never going to get better if you keep shutting yourself out, along with all those people who care about you. go out with friends, meet new people. it's what you need to start over and be happy again.

 

i remember telling people that i was never gonna get over the asshole who cheated on me. i remember telling them they were insane to ever think i'd be better off without him. but then i took the first step. i smiled. i faked it at first but then it started to come naturally. that's when i realized i was doing so much better without him. it was still a little hard, it took me months. but i find myself writing this now, months later, and i'm perfectly happy with myself. not having him in my life is so much better and finally being able to say i'm over him and don't love him, and meaning it, it was somewhat worth the pain, because in the end, i learned something.

so many people told me what you were gonna do. what you're intention was. well, you did do what people expected of you. but you did something no one ever thought you would. you apologized. that's when you caught my heart. you felt bad, sorry, and like a total ass for hurting me. but what hurts now is that you're doing it again.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

just wait until summer comes. just the way you wake up in the morning is 10x better than the way you wake up now. just keep counting down to those days when you're finally free, of everything. from drama, from guys, girls. everything. once summer's here i guarantee you, you'll be doing so much better.

p/s: i took this entry from someone blog..and i realize this entry express my feeling..sorry because of  i am not good in english ...